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That I'll never be happy with myself
That I'll never find true love
That I'll be alone forever
That I'll regret every think I have ever done
That my father really dosnt love me
That I'll never be as good as my sisters
That I'll never be truly wanted by a man... you know what I mean
That the words that I write are empty and shallow
That I'll not be good enough for heaven when I die
That I'll Never be able to say what I truly mean... untill its to late and no one cares
That I'm destin to fail
That I'll never finish the end of any thing I have started
That I'll never know what comes next
That I'll always live in this town
That people dont understand my poetry and stories
That I'll once more get lost in a feeling of love that proves its self to be false
That I will never have the ablity to tell the one guy I can see my self marrying that i have feelings for him (not who most of you think it is)
That i will lose every friend I have ever had because i say somthing I shouldn't
That everything I know to be true will one day be known as lie
That leah will think I'm stupid for the things in this list.
Every one join... its the newest thing. WHAT ARE YOU AFRAID OF?
-jen
July 14 2005, 12:58:09 UTC 6 years ago
July 15 2005, 01:06:21 UTC 6 years ago
July 15 2005, 01:08:49 UTC 6 years ago
I'll put in my two cents and say I fear the fox underneath my bed. Ohh, all you guys forgot him didn't you??
July 15 2005, 01:11:26 UTC 6 years ago
July 15 2005, 01:15:07 UTC 6 years ago
-jen
July 15 2005, 02:26:43 UTC 6 years ago
hey...
well, i know we haven't been the closest, but this interested me. you know, fear is the devil's way of keeping you from all the wonderful things that God can give us. When you surrender your fears to GOD, he releases you of them. I was once at a Catholic Youth Retreat and we did this exercise. We took a peice of paper and wrote everything that was wrong with our lives, everything that we carry on our shoulders that is too heavy for us, and we give them to god to carry. we put them in our pockets, and prayed with them, asked God for the courage to surrender these things to him and to trust that he'll take care of us. at the adoration later, everyone was worshiping and singing, and all the papers started flying onto the altar...you've never felt the air so light after that...if you want, i'll do it with you, it can be a scary thing to let go of these fears that you hold on to. fears are funny because they're so easy to cling to, but easier to let go. try writing these down on paper, praying with them for a while, keep them with you all the time and meditate on them...and when you're ready, place them on the altar in your church, or in the collection, or burn them after prayer...
GOD will protect you, Jen. God has a plan for you, he knows everything about you, and he would not lead you on the wrong course, you just have to give your problems to him and let him take care of them.
Let me know if you need anything at all.
July 15 2005, 02:27:34 UTC 6 years ago
also...
i'm afraid of the dark.July 23 2005, 23:46:21 UTC 6 years ago